SiSaW

I'm sick and tired of depression controlling my life, even controlling my virtual life. I'm back. I sincearly apologize for abandoning dA for so long, but i have retuuuurned! Also, check out the youtube channel GENDERBLEND, and don't forget to subscribe! 8D Yes that is my intro video on there ¬_¬; http://www.youtube.com/user/GENDERBLEND

So once again i've gotten myself into an awful situation. I fell in love so quickly, my love was returned ten fold. I was overjoyed. Only to find myself slipping out of love just as fast. Why can't i just make my mind up? Why can't i just tell you how i feel? I don't love you. I can't be with you anymore. What will you do when i tell you? Will you react like you did last time? Wake up in hospital again? I'm so lost, like always. Too selfish and consumed to let you or anyone in. We're so opposite, can't you see that?? I hate what you love. I hate it. I hate how you think and what you think of me. I hate that you want me to chang